i want a reason.

what the fuck is wrong with people? why does everyone hate each other so much? i've been running into so much misplaced anger lately. playing halo 3 online has been a lesson in torture. i hate that game sooo much. all the kids on there that i can't possible beat because i'm old and my reflexes have been dulled by drugs. when they beat me and i say good game, in the same way i did after a baseball game when i was 10, they reply, "you guys suck." a little kid tells me this almost everyday, "you guys suck."

i was almost killed the other night. while turn left, with a light, a car came flying straight at me at about 50mph, running the red light.. luckily, i slammed on the brakes and the fucker swirved around me. he stop a little after, i guess to see if he had hit me? what a fucking ass. i immediately thought, if i survived a car accident, how much i would be fucked. i have no money for that shit. today, i watched sicko. i cried about the way the hospitals in los angeles treat the old and poor by dropping them off on skid row. what the fuck is wrong with people? what is the percentage of christians in america, and this is the way people would prefer to treat the sick and dying? nobody seems to give much of a fuck. nobody. they'd much rather keep up appearances of being free and loving their fake as shit lives with the firm belief that there lazy holier-that-thou asses are going to heaven. stop being concerned with what happens after and start taking part now. the cloud guy or whatever, hates you.

i have heard three times in the past week that libertarians are crazy. i don't get that. how so? i'm more in line with a traditional view point but i also believe in universal aka free health care. yes, i'll pay more taxes to live a healthier, (hopefully) longer more productive life. i'll pay more taxes to make sure that everyone else is taken care of too. a doctor's first duty is to do no harm. i don't want people to die in pain. i don't want people to die in fear. i certainly don't want them to live that way either. why is that crazy? also, find out what that political ideal is before you get too flamboyant with your language.